Several factors
have contributed to my lack of documentation this month. I spent a week sick
with a virus right after we returned from Madrid, I must have caught something
while we were traveling. Theresa and I were two miles into our long run when I
suddenly felt extremely ill, and stopped to puke dramatically over the railing
into the river below. There were tons of people milling about due to the
regional holiday and beautiful weather and I don’t want to know how many people
saw me lose my breakfast. She walked me home and I spent the rest of the day in
bed tossing and turning, the shades closed like a dark quarantined cave,
starving and wishing I had a host mom to take care of me. The nausea turned
into a sore throat, which turned into a cough, and is now a mild cold.
I have also
developed an aversion to anything that resembles homework, and unfortunately
typing my experiences at times seems like a chore. I haven’t been taking
pictures, but instead have been keeping all the amazing sights for my own selfish
eyes to absorb. It is so gorgeous outside that nothing else exists but for the
endless day. In my mind there are few responsibilities, and they have little
importance. It does not help my situation that it has come to my attention I
only need to get 70% in my classes for the credits to transfer. I feel like I
am floating through time.
Many things have
happened this month. My intercambio partner Pablo (a native Spaniard, we meet
to drink tea and practice speaking together) drove me home on his motorbike. I
felt like Amélie driving down cobblestone roads, but instead of wrapping my
hands around a skinny young Frenchman they were stretched over the abdomen of a
middle aged businessman. We dodging crossed pedestrians and other vehicles
while the wind blew through my… helmet.
I started
volunteering twice a week at the Escuela del Virgen Pilar, a preschool for
children in a poor neighborhood. It is protected from the outside world by
gates and thick concrete walls. I teach them yoga moves, dance with them, help them
read, serve them lunch, and play while supervising. The first time I tried to
leave after my three hours were done, they grabbed onto my legs and chanted “No
te vayas!” They wouldn’t let go of me until I convinced them I would come back
next week.
Despite being
forced to rest for nearly two weeks without running because of my illness, I
managed to complete a 21-mile run by myself last week. I am only 5 miles away
from marathon distance, and the race is in one month. I am feeling confident
but also incredulous that my body can actually accomplish such a feat. I keep
looking at my watch to see if it’s correct, technology can’t trick me right?
Did I really run for three hours and six minutes? Humans are truly incredible
creatures.
Other happenings
include: a random man stopping his motorcycle in front of me, asking for the time
and grabbing my wrist, then proceeding to tell me I am attractive and
attempting to kiss me, a spring bolletón where thousands of young people packed
into a parking lot and got wasted together, and a day hike where we played around
in old civil war trenches.
Our program
through Arcadia University took us on a weekend trip to Toledo, Madrid, and
Segovia in February. It was already paid for in our tuition costs, so the
expectation was that you will go or you will waste your money. I cannot explain
it, but I disagree with the concept of traveling because you have nothing
better to do instead of having a true desire to travel. We had two chaperones
and it felt like a high school band trip.
The first stop
was Toledo, a small city contained by a river with ridiculously narrow streets
to confuse attackers (and tourists). It was very chilly because the sunlight
was unable to penetrate the tangle of buildings, there were knives in all the
gift shops, and ice coated in fish guts was melting in the gutters. Tired and
hungry, sore feet from the bus ride and cobble stones, we had trouble finding
our way around because we could not see any landmark in the medieval maze. The
water ran brown in our hotel. It felt like a nightmare.
My mood improved
considerably with dinner, where the ‘vegetarian’ meal consisted of tuna salad,
smoked salmon lasagna, and salty codfish in tomato sauce. Needless to say, I
have become a pescatarian since coming here. For dessert I had the local
specialty, marzipan- a cake with an almond and sugar paste, and finished off
all the brownies and ice cream my neighbors could not fit into their full
stomachs.
Battle axe
We left in the
morning for Madrid, where a tour guide accompanied us around the city. I felt
uncomfortable standing next to him because he had an ostentatious loudspeaker
hung from his neck; historical dates and facts in English were being blasted to
our American ears on the streets. I was embarrassed to be so easily classified
as a foreigner. I stayed at the back of the group and ‘accidentally’ got
separated from them in the art museum later in the day. I love museum gift
shops. I love paper products, how they feel underneath my fingers, so fresh and
clean… waiting for my ideas to fill their emptiness. I bought a sketchbook and
a postcard.
Lunch was seven
courses, with tea and rice pudding for dessert. It took us two full hours to
complete the ordeal. Devoting the entire afternoon to the simple task of eating
was glorious, like Thanksgiving except it happens every day in Spain. Take your
time and enjoy your company. It makes a huge difference. We walked over to the Palacio Real, where photos were not allowed inside for security reasons.
Palacio Real
Me and Tree
Parental Supervision
Can you find Dora?
Bubble man
This is my favorite.
Afterwards we
walked to the Reina Sophia, the modern art museum. My camera’s battery
exhausted on the way over capturing street performers. It had similar pieces to
the Walker in Minneapolis, but also had works of Picasso including Guernica.
The raw emotion was electric and gave me goose bumps. The striking pain made my
heart ache. Would we have as much art as we do without war?
I got a cone of
phish food from the Ben & Jerry’s shop, and we headed to the bear statue to
meet for the pub-crawl. I drank the most I ever have in my life, but surprised
myself by keeping my sense of direction and reason. We were leaving in the
morning for Segovia, so at 3am I led my friends like a shepherd back to the
hotel.
Our breakfast
was pure carbs, a giant sourdough roll and a large spongy croissant. There was
no fruit or protein to be seen. I still am amazed at times there is not a
bigger problem with obesity. As soon as we got off the bus, the imposing graceful
arches of an ancient aqueduct greeted us. People of all shapes and sizes in
costume were playing music and dancing in the plaza, the festive town of Segovia was so
different than sleepy old Toledo. The locals were not stuck in time but living
in harmony with the past. I purchased some fruit from a street vendor and we
explored the castle, I loved running up the stairs of the tower- it felt like a
medieval chuck-E-cheese’s! The corridors were so cold and damp, no wonder royalty
were so pale and infirm looking.
Aquaduct
Festival
Side Street
The Castle
Katie and Erik
View from the top
Lunch with Katelyn
We returned to
Madrid and my PJs went on right away. After watching half a fútbol game I was
asleep, and woke up to repeat the ultra-carb breakfast for the second morning
in a row. Sleep is an important part of being alert to life. My Nikon batteries
were both exhausted by now, but it forced to me to experience instead of
capture the moments. I heard a lot of bystanders mentioning taking ‘obligatory’
photographs to share with friends and family. Why do we feel like this?
We strolled
around Buen Retiro Park (similar to Central Park) and saw little rowboats for
rent on the glittering blue lake, and a pair of black swans swimming in a pond.
I was interviewed by telemadrid about the unseasonable warmth. We sat on the
steps looking out over the water and sketched the statues, then went on a
successful hunt for paella. The last day was my favorite, except for the
five-hour bus ride.
Sophie and me
Suhayr, Theresa, and myself
Unusual Couple with Nuclear Family
Feather
Fish
Bird
Glass egg
Paella
Our assistant program directors
Did this trip
enrich me or did I just go because I had to? Do we grow in unconscious ways we
cannot detect? I didn’t feel very different after returning to Granada, except
that I caught a flu.
Each of your experiences are synthesized into your knowledge-base, so one could say that growth happens regardless of causes...
ReplyDeleteRegardless, the man on the motorcyle has a good eye. :)